US Prez has said ,companies that outsource cannot use the Stimulus package.Malaysia wants to send 60% of the immigrant workforce back to their homeland in order to provide work for their own work force. This is really a sad state of affairs for countries that depends on sending workers out to earn their bread :(.
Dubai is sending all of its construction workforce back, mostly Indians & Nepalese cos most of the construction work has stopped due to the economic downturn. So it is like the developed countries have used us when they needed the help and now chugging us down the drain once the work is complete. It feels like dusting the dirt of the shirt.
Are their actions correct? Can some one tell me!! The situation seems like one big bucket of quick sand. The more you struggle, the more you drown yourselves and you pull everyone near & dear along with you.
Blame the guys @ the banks for blowing hot air into balloons without knowing its limits. Punks! But finally it trickles down to our greed to earn money without hardwork which seems to be the fundamental reason and that is something no one can argue about.
There is no work like hardwork, it may pay in cents but is surely stronger than a dollar note.
-Alphy
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Cowardice to my heart!
Back in India,while I was working, me and my fnd went out for booze and dinner after work about 12AM.It had been a hectic week at the office and we needed to chill out so we hung out and while we were having dinner inside the restaurant a person comes to me and says ,I have two rupees and I need one more rupee to buy a cup of coffee."I want one rupee", This is what he said.Me as usual got pissed whenever someone commanded me without authority and said "no change with me" so told him to buzz off. He just left the remaining two rupees on the table and sat in the next table.My fnd said don't look at him,cos if u interact they would try to exacerbate the situation.After a few verbal arguments ,my fnd turned around and asked him what is that he wants?
He explains that he has not eaten for the entire day and all he needs is one rupee for the coffee to fill his stomach.My fnd buys him a full dinner. I did not expect it turn like this.My fnd by doing this makes him content may be for that day but he would surely remember that for the rest of his life.
Now,Why was I acting like that? Was it my ego? or my cowardice not to get involved in anything that I cannot control or comprehend ? Now recollecting on those events make me realize the coward that I am. This is not about the testosterone running with my blood ,it is about the emotional state of my mind,fragile,ignorant and unwilling to break from routine of the world around me.Given a chance I would like to correct that acts of cowardice on my part.
Bravo my fnd,you stand as an argument for my change!
-Alphy
He explains that he has not eaten for the entire day and all he needs is one rupee for the coffee to fill his stomach.My fnd buys him a full dinner. I did not expect it turn like this.My fnd by doing this makes him content may be for that day but he would surely remember that for the rest of his life.
Now,Why was I acting like that? Was it my ego? or my cowardice not to get involved in anything that I cannot control or comprehend ? Now recollecting on those events make me realize the coward that I am. This is not about the testosterone running with my blood ,it is about the emotional state of my mind,fragile,ignorant and unwilling to break from routine of the world around me.Given a chance I would like to correct that acts of cowardice on my part.
Bravo my fnd,you stand as an argument for my change!
-Alphy
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Stunted growth?
Immature and sluggish thoughts starts rambling through my mind when I consider 2008.It doesn't seem much different from 2007 or the year before that ,expect for the fact that I am growing older but none the wiser! Years seem to add its wrinkles to my forehead but none to my brain ( Which by the way,I meant as being wise!!)
Struggling through these thoughts,I realize the future or the past does matter for the present.Living life on the daily basis may seem like the hip thing to do... but it does not prolong your witty life other than for that single moment.Many live life for those sporadic moments and some for a lasting event.
I have been involved in an life altering accident,survived chicken pox with a lot of scars, quite literally and held accountable for a mistake that I did not make but paid for it dearly.That gives a pretty bleak picture of my past.Will there be a change from that in future? Does that reside with me to make that change? Will fate lend a hand to alter my perception on life?
will think on this and update soon....
-Alphy
Struggling through these thoughts,I realize the future or the past does matter for the present.Living life on the daily basis may seem like the hip thing to do... but it does not prolong your witty life other than for that single moment.Many live life for those sporadic moments and some for a lasting event.
I have been involved in an life altering accident,survived chicken pox with a lot of scars, quite literally and held accountable for a mistake that I did not make but paid for it dearly.That gives a pretty bleak picture of my past.Will there be a change from that in future? Does that reside with me to make that change? Will fate lend a hand to alter my perception on life?
will think on this and update soon....
-Alphy
Monday, December 22, 2008
Laugh about it...
Without purpose there does not seem to be a reason to live? With purpose there seems to be too much work to do! How many ways can a person be fickle minded like this? That is me for you and the plot still remains simple.I crave for stuff that is difficult to obtain and loose out on the stuff that I could have achieved easily.Well it would make sense ,if I had put enough effort to obtain something that I craved and actually got it.
But life it seems always need to teach me a lesson and uses the carrot and stick approach for everything.I am getting fed up due to this.
I have a lot of time to kill now and everything seems to move slowly...Miss my home and my family.It ain't about the food or the climate but it is more about the people I moved around with.
Job market looks really scary and I have to get an Internship ASAP,cause my dad is paying for my education and living expenses.Talk about being a burden on the family and it is me!! Being the eldest has a lot of responsibilities and I for one has not even tried meeting any!! When would I actually start taking steps to achieve not greater glory but self satisfaction of achieving something in life rather than trying to check If things can occur on their own or expecting things to be fed to me.
Well... I want to take a new year resolution this time and start living my life rather than allowing it pass on.I am no talking about going to parties and boozing till I pass out.I am talking about making use of the time that is very precious and much more valuable than all the precious metals in the world.
Have to catch a movie now...talk to u later....
-Alphy
But life it seems always need to teach me a lesson and uses the carrot and stick approach for everything.I am getting fed up due to this.
I have a lot of time to kill now and everything seems to move slowly...Miss my home and my family.It ain't about the food or the climate but it is more about the people I moved around with.
Job market looks really scary and I have to get an Internship ASAP,cause my dad is paying for my education and living expenses.Talk about being a burden on the family and it is me!! Being the eldest has a lot of responsibilities and I for one has not even tried meeting any!! When would I actually start taking steps to achieve not greater glory but self satisfaction of achieving something in life rather than trying to check If things can occur on their own or expecting things to be fed to me.
Well... I want to take a new year resolution this time and start living my life rather than allowing it pass on.I am no talking about going to parties and boozing till I pass out.I am talking about making use of the time that is very precious and much more valuable than all the precious metals in the world.
Have to catch a movie now...talk to u later....
-Alphy
Friday, December 05, 2008
Feeding violence to children
Recently read a report in BBC that Muslim children back in India protested against alleged Pakistan's involvement in Mumbai Massacre.The protested by burning the effigy of the Pakistan's Spy service ISI. Now it is just me or children burning something seems like an orchestrated event for public service.
Can an organization have an effigy? well getting down to my thoughts...Aren't we supposed to teach the children to be at peace with neighbors? If this is teaching for the young minds, no wonder our country is having internal gureilla's.
Violence begets violence but it is useful sometimes and not all times. It has casualties on both sides with only the dead winning the war.
Well...All that remains at the end of the day is a weary man getting ready to play (kill) another day!!
my thoughts...
-Alphy
Can an organization have an effigy? well getting down to my thoughts...Aren't we supposed to teach the children to be at peace with neighbors? If this is teaching for the young minds, no wonder our country is having internal gureilla's.
Violence begets violence but it is useful sometimes and not all times. It has casualties on both sides with only the dead winning the war.
Well...All that remains at the end of the day is a weary man getting ready to play (kill) another day!!
my thoughts...
-Alphy
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Nostalgic again
Suddenly today I was thinking about the time I spent with my Dad just two days before I left for the US! We had lunch together outside at a Hotel.It wasn't a big place or this was not like the first time,but still this moment seems to be stuck in my brain!! like the last meal that I ate with my parents at home cooked by my mom before coming to US.
May be I am realizing all these stuff cos,I am really far away from it now!!What do u think?? It has been like just 2 1/2 months ,but feels like years have passed.Dunno if this bcos of the amount of work here or due to the feeling of Homesickness...
Well have a midterm tomorrow so I am off now.Just thought I should put my thoughts in words... and so I did!! :)
-Alphy
May be I am realizing all these stuff cos,I am really far away from it now!!What do u think?? It has been like just 2 1/2 months ,but feels like years have passed.Dunno if this bcos of the amount of work here or due to the feeling of Homesickness...
Well have a midterm tomorrow so I am off now.Just thought I should put my thoughts in words... and so I did!! :)
-Alphy
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
One Year ago
One year ago,yesterday I met with a horrible accident almost lost my life,saved only by the Helmet that I wore with the strap on! Still remember the auto that caused the accident and my blook soaked body after that ,screaming at the auto driver for his fallacious driving.My Bike got totalled and had to spend more than 6000/- Rupees for getting it repaired.
Can't describe the turmoil my family had to go through after that incident and me physically incapable for more than week ,staying in Bed all the time.It was horrible.Now I am in US doing my Master's.Ain't is really different.
Still miss my bike though,zipping through at speeds exceeding 80Kmph between cars,the exhilirating feeling is exhuming!!The only thing that came close to that was at the rollercoaster rides at the theme park recently.
Dude I was riding the rollercoaster daily to work!!.Was caught for speeding once though.I was riding at 90 at a 40 zone.Wow was it a sight for the cops ,they stopped my vehicle and charged me for over speeding.I was speeding cos I need to reach the bank before closing time to get my bank statement which I had to send to the university for my Master's admmission.Once the cops tried to stop me but they were to lazy to chase me that they just turned on the sirens to alert me,by that time I was like more than a 1 Km away from them.so they stopped their sirens and went to rest.I know this cos,I stopped my bike after that and waited If they would come,but no one did...This has happened more than once for me.. :)I assume I was tooo fast and that is the reason to.
How does that look now? Dunno !!! Well I am still reminiscencing about the events before and after the accident to under why it all happened? Doesn't make much of sense to me then and even now it still remains the same.
Most of 'em think that I was drunk at the time,well I wasn't!! How could I be drunk.It was just after swimming ,I drove back from the pool to my house and got caught in this haywire.
Well let me wallow in my thoughts for now.just wanted to post this before I forget about it for the next year.
-Alphy
Can't describe the turmoil my family had to go through after that incident and me physically incapable for more than week ,staying in Bed all the time.It was horrible.Now I am in US doing my Master's.Ain't is really different.
Still miss my bike though,zipping through at speeds exceeding 80Kmph between cars,the exhilirating feeling is exhuming!!The only thing that came close to that was at the rollercoaster rides at the theme park recently.
Dude I was riding the rollercoaster daily to work!!.Was caught for speeding once though.I was riding at 90 at a 40 zone.Wow was it a sight for the cops ,they stopped my vehicle and charged me for over speeding.I was speeding cos I need to reach the bank before closing time to get my bank statement which I had to send to the university for my Master's admmission.Once the cops tried to stop me but they were to lazy to chase me that they just turned on the sirens to alert me,by that time I was like more than a 1 Km away from them.so they stopped their sirens and went to rest.I know this cos,I stopped my bike after that and waited If they would come,but no one did...This has happened more than once for me.. :)I assume I was tooo fast and that is the reason to.
How does that look now? Dunno !!! Well I am still reminiscencing about the events before and after the accident to under why it all happened? Doesn't make much of sense to me then and even now it still remains the same.
Most of 'em think that I was drunk at the time,well I wasn't!! How could I be drunk.It was just after swimming ,I drove back from the pool to my house and got caught in this haywire.
Well let me wallow in my thoughts for now.just wanted to post this before I forget about it for the next year.
-Alphy
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Venting out,quite literally
Yesterday,myself, my roomies and other fnds went to a theme park for the ride of a life time.We went on a roller coaster,that is the longest in the world.If I remember the figure correctly it is about 4012 feet long.It was dramatic and there was this drop zone ride.It was awesome!!!.you travel at the speed of 72 miles/hour for 5 seconds.It lift u !!! quite literally....Now I know how MAVERICK felt.
The finale was called the volcano.You literally shoot out of a hole vertically in complete darkness.Imagine that!! and you do this ride at temperatures nearing 13 degree Celsius.You heart starts pumping like a rattler on a mission.It was awesome!!
Think about this for a moment.for more than 11 hours of roller coaster rides continuously (with exception to one ride,You can subtract that from my list)
It was really an awesome experience.If there had been any blockage in my heart,the pressure created yesterday must have been enough to unblock em.
Almost forgot one.Have u ever felt how ham feels when it's roasted over an open fire.Well I did it with security that I will not get burnt.Spinning 360 degrees that to five times continuously is nerve rackingly horrifying to watch and even more retarded to be part of it!!
If you want to check out the photos,here is my Picasa link:
http://picasaweb.google.com/alphonse.anthony/20081012KingsDominion?authkey=DZQMme0hJHU
and some videos in YouTube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcjea1GWUBw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w99jgSawzKQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbG4e2dZz3c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2ScoGR3m9g
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sM3bSCHi1sQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zna-pksGFhs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLDnDpHJxYY
Enjoy 'em ,it is awesome..... :)
-Alphy
The finale was called the volcano.You literally shoot out of a hole vertically in complete darkness.Imagine that!! and you do this ride at temperatures nearing 13 degree Celsius.You heart starts pumping like a rattler on a mission.It was awesome!!
Think about this for a moment.for more than 11 hours of roller coaster rides continuously (with exception to one ride,You can subtract that from my list)
It was really an awesome experience.If there had been any blockage in my heart,the pressure created yesterday must have been enough to unblock em.
Almost forgot one.Have u ever felt how ham feels when it's roasted over an open fire.Well I did it with security that I will not get burnt.Spinning 360 degrees that to five times continuously is nerve rackingly horrifying to watch and even more retarded to be part of it!!
If you want to check out the photos,here is my Picasa link:
http://picasaweb.google.com/alphonse.anthony/20081012KingsDominion?authkey=DZQMme0hJHU
and some videos in YouTube:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcjea1GWUBw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w99jgSawzKQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbG4e2dZz3c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2ScoGR3m9g
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sM3bSCHi1sQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zna-pksGFhs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLDnDpHJxYY
Enjoy 'em ,it is awesome..... :)
-Alphy
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Tapped up Physical Energy
Played football with some of my fnd here and hell it was exhilarating!!Though I have not be exercising or try to maintain my body,I was able to pump energy for short while and then dropped out of the game.Man oh Man,it is really tiresome in a good way.All my locked muscles must have got a electric shock of their cellular lives...
Need to bring up my stamina level.Replenish my muscles both physically and mentally.Especially my brain muscles to start with...
I am becoming a good cook also nowadays.I never been in a kitchen to make any thing other than rice and egg omelette.Now I am cooking potato fry and vegetable fry.Would you believe it?If I get married,my wife would be a lucky person!! I will be a chef If I continue at the same rate.Experience make a man seasoned and it is true....
well got to finish my assignments and my thoughts are getting drowned over the loud blast of Eminem's "Without Me".so chow...
-Alphy
Need to bring up my stamina level.Replenish my muscles both physically and mentally.Especially my brain muscles to start with...
I am becoming a good cook also nowadays.I never been in a kitchen to make any thing other than rice and egg omelette.Now I am cooking potato fry and vegetable fry.Would you believe it?If I get married,my wife would be a lucky person!! I will be a chef If I continue at the same rate.Experience make a man seasoned and it is true....
well got to finish my assignments and my thoughts are getting drowned over the loud blast of Eminem's "Without Me".so chow...
-Alphy
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
B'days
B'days are happy occasions,when your fnds and neighbours and so called fnds come to your house,drag you out of the house to wish you and get the treat.Why is that day an happy occasion? We tend to grow old and wise ( that is what other say!! ) as we spend more B'days of ours but does it really have any impact on our lives?
I do not understand the concept behind this happiness.I have made B'days and never ever have I felt the need to be happy on that day.It is just an another ordinary day.Am I wrong in thinking like this?Does this make me a stupid guy I don't know.I feel the happiness down to my bones,only when I achieve something.It could be nothing compared to what other might achieve but I do know that,It is some thing that make a difference in my life.
Once I was able to help an old lady cross the road.Now that made me happy.Even If spend time alone with myself reminiscence,I am happy to feel the silence and solitude.It is really interesting to know people have different perspectives on every subject :) That brings the diversity to life hey!!
Well got to finish my assignment now.so seeya..
-Alphy
I do not understand the concept behind this happiness.I have made B'days and never ever have I felt the need to be happy on that day.It is just an another ordinary day.Am I wrong in thinking like this?Does this make me a stupid guy I don't know.I feel the happiness down to my bones,only when I achieve something.It could be nothing compared to what other might achieve but I do know that,It is some thing that make a difference in my life.
Once I was able to help an old lady cross the road.Now that made me happy.Even If spend time alone with myself reminiscence,I am happy to feel the silence and solitude.It is really interesting to know people have different perspectives on every subject :) That brings the diversity to life hey!!
Well got to finish my assignment now.so seeya..
-Alphy
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Recent happenings
Officially my classes are gonna start tomorrow! Yipee so finally I am attending my first Master's Class.One of the professor has already released his course contents along with his exam Schedules.The Best and the worst part is that the midterm and Final exams are open books.So I can take my text book in and write my test.Now that would be a challenging one cos,then the Questions are not gonna be direct!!
The Project work carries only 15% of the grade.Looking forward towards the project so I can start coding again :).Missed it a lot since the day I resigned from Ericsson.
Well It is time for me to start studying and learn stuff.I am yet to give up on Campus jobs and the chances are less due to the high influx of Indians here.SO the opportunities are like long gone.
Digging into the facts now,gotta learn to wake early and sleep late.My aim is to sleep the required hours and not the extra so I can concentrate to studying.
Well I update regularly regarding this then.
-Alphy
The Project work carries only 15% of the grade.Looking forward towards the project so I can start coding again :).Missed it a lot since the day I resigned from Ericsson.
Well It is time for me to start studying and learn stuff.I am yet to give up on Campus jobs and the chances are less due to the high influx of Indians here.SO the opportunities are like long gone.
Digging into the facts now,gotta learn to wake early and sleep late.My aim is to sleep the required hours and not the extra so I can concentrate to studying.
Well I update regularly regarding this then.
-Alphy
Saturday, August 16, 2008
My Saturday Night mix
It is Saturday evening and I am relaxing on the couch with my roomies laptop browsing online.You could hear the Eminem's "Without Me" in the background and as the beat starts to kick into my veins ,I smell something really hot!.It was my roomies trying to cooking Beef fry.Boy was the smell good.
This is our first time.Believe it or not,we found the number of whistles required to cook beef in the cooker online.Isn't is really cool that NET comes to everyone's aid...I hope that we can try to eat the Beef after finishing the cooking else it would be real waste of $5 down the drain... :(
Will let you know regarding the results in my next post.
-Alphy
This is our first time.Believe it or not,we found the number of whistles required to cook beef in the cooker online.Isn't is really cool that NET comes to everyone's aid...I hope that we can try to eat the Beef after finishing the cooking else it would be real waste of $5 down the drain... :(
Will let you know regarding the results in my next post.
-Alphy
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Physic at work
So...
After fours years of gap ,I am taking up my Master's .Would this be a uphill task or a cake walk? I assume only the outcome can decide on that.Hmmm... One thing is for sure! After watching guys fresh out of college here,I can view that my way of doing things is bit different and slower ( surely I don't say mine is more mature!! so no laughs).Have to gear up and put on my thinking hat.It is really needed cos I am plannin on completing my Master's with thesis.So all high funda stuff but will I have the heart for it first? then the brain part comes in.( which I have assumed so far that I have!! :))ok,Moving on...
The university seems to be a really good place to learn and conducive to think,but I seem to be going towards the other direction.Just Kidding not yet started any!!
Well enough rambling for one day .Paid for my medical insurance this semester and it cost me $582( That is a huge sum ).It also seems that I have missed out on some of the shots required for Immunization ,so have to take on two more shots and that is gonna cost me another $100 ( It ain't covered in my Insurance :-( ).I think that I have never spent such a huge amount in one day in 10 minutes without giving much thought to that.No other option.
Well that kinda completes my day today.Forgot to add that today is my second day @ the Kitchen.Cooked some ladies finger fry.It had all the required elements to make it edible,but was not something that everyone would crave for.Well I think that would come with practice :).Don't laugh yourself to death,I was not the only one who ate it.
My mom had said that I would be a better cook than her,by the time I finish my Master's. :)) LOL. Pretty neat huh.Well I think I should start reading my textbooks for the courses from now onwards.
Well catch your guys later.
-Alphy
After fours years of gap ,I am taking up my Master's .Would this be a uphill task or a cake walk? I assume only the outcome can decide on that.Hmmm... One thing is for sure! After watching guys fresh out of college here,I can view that my way of doing things is bit different and slower ( surely I don't say mine is more mature!! so no laughs).Have to gear up and put on my thinking hat.It is really needed cos I am plannin on completing my Master's with thesis.So all high funda stuff but will I have the heart for it first? then the brain part comes in.( which I have assumed so far that I have!! :))ok,Moving on...
The university seems to be a really good place to learn and conducive to think,but I seem to be going towards the other direction.Just Kidding not yet started any!!
Well enough rambling for one day .Paid for my medical insurance this semester and it cost me $582( That is a huge sum ).It also seems that I have missed out on some of the shots required for Immunization ,so have to take on two more shots and that is gonna cost me another $100 ( It ain't covered in my Insurance :-( ).I think that I have never spent such a huge amount in one day in 10 minutes without giving much thought to that.No other option.
Well that kinda completes my day today.Forgot to add that today is my second day @ the Kitchen.Cooked some ladies finger fry.It had all the required elements to make it edible,but was not something that everyone would crave for.Well I think that would come with practice :).Don't laugh yourself to death,I was not the only one who ate it.
My mom had said that I would be a better cook than her,by the time I finish my Master's. :)) LOL. Pretty neat huh.Well I think I should start reading my textbooks for the courses from now onwards.
Well catch your guys later.
-Alphy
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
It ain't what I thought it would be!!
Always wondered how my stay in US would be?It ain't different from the fact that I have to cook,clean and wash my clothes myself.Now is that good or bad... Dunno?
Well It would help me to make myself into a responsible adult ( I hope... ).Cos My Parent's ain't spending money to become a sluggish rat!! Having said that..let's move on...Everything here is planned and built and not just at the moment structure.I saw a fire hydrant built at a place where there was just a road but no buildings nearby.Now that is forethought working for you.
The population seems to be less here @ the place where I stay and there are so many Indians,the Americans seem to be tourists here. Well atleast at my place.
Other than that everything else is same.The craze to reach America is really due to the hype and nothing else.But people here are really courteous and they say "Hi" on the road to a person who they will never meet in their life time again,but yet they do it....
That is really different here.Well logging out now.
-Alphy
Well It would help me to make myself into a responsible adult ( I hope... ).Cos My Parent's ain't spending money to become a sluggish rat!! Having said that..let's move on...Everything here is planned and built and not just at the moment structure.I saw a fire hydrant built at a place where there was just a road but no buildings nearby.Now that is forethought working for you.
The population seems to be less here @ the place where I stay and there are so many Indians,the Americans seem to be tourists here. Well atleast at my place.
Other than that everything else is same.The craze to reach America is really due to the hype and nothing else.But people here are really courteous and they say "Hi" on the road to a person who they will never meet in their life time again,but yet they do it....
That is really different here.Well logging out now.
-Alphy
Thursday, August 07, 2008
New Place
I have finally arrived @ US.Well I did think that the feeling would be different, but it ain't!! It is clouded with facts related to my study as well as my desire to search for an on campus to reduce the load on my parents...
I always felt guys once they reach US they do not have to bother about these stuff.But I was wrong.Think about the fact that u need to cook,clean,wash and study at the same time.Man it is gonna be tuff.Additional to that would be the fact that I need to work.
Hope this experience would help me to understand and become much more useful to this world.
anyway's c u guys later need to run to catch the bus.
-Alphy
I always felt guys once they reach US they do not have to bother about these stuff.But I was wrong.Think about the fact that u need to cook,clean,wash and study at the same time.Man it is gonna be tuff.Additional to that would be the fact that I need to work.
Hope this experience would help me to understand and become much more useful to this world.
anyway's c u guys later need to run to catch the bus.
-Alphy
Sunday, July 27, 2008
At last....
It seems that ages have passed since I have not updated my blog.Hmm... Been busy with my stuff here...Quitin my job and getting ready to start studying... :)
Wanted to do that from the time I landed on my first job.It is going to be a different challenge from now on.. Instead of meeting deadlines for Code freeze ,I will be meeting deadlines to submit my assignments.Truly a different experience and considering doing this like 20,000 km from your home make you think whether you would be making it through.I do not want to just get through but do the same with huge margin of difference.
Have to throw my lazy hat and put on my studying,active hat.Do you have nay suggestions...? If do please share 'em.
well off until I find time to update the blog soon...
-Alphy
Wanted to do that from the time I landed on my first job.It is going to be a different challenge from now on.. Instead of meeting deadlines for Code freeze ,I will be meeting deadlines to submit my assignments.Truly a different experience and considering doing this like 20,000 km from your home make you think whether you would be making it through.I do not want to just get through but do the same with huge margin of difference.
Have to throw my lazy hat and put on my studying,active hat.Do you have nay suggestions...? If do please share 'em.
well off until I find time to update the blog soon...
-Alphy
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Ageing...
How old r u ?that is like,one of the worst questions you can ask anyone!!
That is exactly,people greater than 30 told me.I was like 18 or something looking
forward in my life at that time.Now I am like 25 and I have started dreading those words.
I am not superficial but there is only one thing that bothers me,due to ageing.
I am running out of time.I have plans to do a lot of stuff in my life and I have not
even started the first job on the list.The problem,is that I keep forgetting the list :(
We know,for sure that there is a full stop in our lives and that seems to be approaching like a big red sign becoming bigger and bigger as sun sets & rises,like a freight train with out brakes!!
Procrastination seems to be my lingo...What should I do?Should I pray?Should I shrug it of as just a rambling from the deepest,unexplored part of my brain,or should I fear it?
-Alphonse
That is exactly,people greater than 30 told me.I was like 18 or something looking
forward in my life at that time.Now I am like 25 and I have started dreading those words.
I am not superficial but there is only one thing that bothers me,due to ageing.
I am running out of time.I have plans to do a lot of stuff in my life and I have not
even started the first job on the list.The problem,is that I keep forgetting the list :(
We know,for sure that there is a full stop in our lives and that seems to be approaching like a big red sign becoming bigger and bigger as sun sets & rises,like a freight train with out brakes!!
Procrastination seems to be my lingo...What should I do?Should I pray?Should I shrug it of as just a rambling from the deepest,unexplored part of my brain,or should I fear it?
-Alphonse
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Family & Relatives...
Have you ever wondered about the type of people,that you would/could meet in your life?About the type of life you might want to lead? About the type of lifestyle that you might be comfortable with?About your partner for the rest of your life?About the people who could/would influence your life?
I started thinking about all these stuff and anything and everything that comes to my mind( that seems like a memorable event) involves atleast one of my family member,my dad,mom,siblings,cousins and few friends,which whom I have seen the worst/best so far in life.
It seems that world is not an important place without family and some show this feeling externally.Guys like me for whom expression of any emotion seems like a quaint procedure try not to take much of it in.
It does not matter,how much you have gained from your life,but how much you have shared,to make others life livable.Well I am not a great person to share anything,but I try to ensure that I am not the cause of problem for others....
Well that should be a start? :)
Enough of my Rambling for today.
Try to hav a Nice Day.
-Alphy
I started thinking about all these stuff and anything and everything that comes to my mind( that seems like a memorable event) involves atleast one of my family member,my dad,mom,siblings,cousins and few friends,which whom I have seen the worst/best so far in life.
It seems that world is not an important place without family and some show this feeling externally.Guys like me for whom expression of any emotion seems like a quaint procedure try not to take much of it in.
It does not matter,how much you have gained from your life,but how much you have shared,to make others life livable.Well I am not a great person to share anything,but I try to ensure that I am not the cause of problem for others....
Well that should be a start? :)
Enough of my Rambling for today.
Try to hav a Nice Day.
-Alphy
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Matter of wizened Choice
How do we choose our destiny or for the fact even the daily events? Do we contemplate on each our actions and wait to reap the consequences? or is it, that we leave it to divine intervention? Many of us blame God for our misfortunes and praise ourselves on our hard work for the worthy achievement of any cause.
Fickle minded that we are,do you think we have a purpose in life?Do we make a difference of some sorts to make into the annals of history.you get a chance to live life once and if you blow it!! who is the hell is to be blamed?
Excuses are some thing that we have in bundles,but we seem to miss out the very essence,making mistakes are part of our worthy lives. Don't be bothered about the millions who do not recognize you,but be bothered about the one who cries when you are hurt,smiles when you are happy,concerned when you frown and standing by your side while you stare death in its face.
Time and again people do talk about moments that change lives,but does it change their own lives? Preaching is meant for those,who cannot follow and me just an example of that.
-Alphy
Fickle minded that we are,do you think we have a purpose in life?Do we make a difference of some sorts to make into the annals of history.you get a chance to live life once and if you blow it!! who is the hell is to be blamed?
Excuses are some thing that we have in bundles,but we seem to miss out the very essence,making mistakes are part of our worthy lives. Don't be bothered about the millions who do not recognize you,but be bothered about the one who cries when you are hurt,smiles when you are happy,concerned when you frown and standing by your side while you stare death in its face.
Time and again people do talk about moments that change lives,but does it change their own lives? Preaching is meant for those,who cannot follow and me just an example of that.
-Alphy
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